Why can't I just be happy? How can I just be happy? Why can't I block out the rest of the world and forget about everything? How can I just say, well, I'm going to be happy, and let that be that? I'm so frustrated with myself right now, how can I just not worry about the things that I have done? Or in some cases, the things that I have not. How in the f'ing world do I expect to reach my goals if I haven't the motivation to do what is required of me, let alone above and beyond? Then there begs the question, what do I really want out of life? I thought I wanted it all. To travel and save lives. But now, all I want to do is create a life. I still want to achieve my dreams; I don't think making a family is all I want to do. I don't think that's what would make me happy. The future is such a mystery, and all I want to do is skip ahead to the good stuff. Why do I have to go through this shit right now? You know, I thought I was done with this stage. I thought I was done with the homesickness and loneliness and all other meh.
Originally posted on Facebook.
COMMENTS
Jon H.
PREACH IT SISTA!!!
I know how you feel. ;-)
Lean on him who passes all understanding. No, I wasn't talking about mi brother but he is a good example of His support.
"God wont give you anything you can't handle. Even if he has to give you stronger sholders to carry it on." ~ Stacy Roberts
J. Heffizzle Out. :-D
