Sitting here in a waiting room. Not to see a doctor.
To see a debt counselor.
I can't believe I have gotten myself into this mess. What would I change if I could? Getting a credit line allowed me to go on my Germany excursion on my own. Getting a credit line allowed me to go to Munich again. Get my computer. Go back to Florida. Buy my scooter.
But I was having financial issues before I even opened a credit line. I had even borrowed money from a boyfriend! Oh the horror!
Yes, I think part of my issues did stem from just going to college- and the college that I did choose. At UM, I was opened up to a world I had never known before. But to explore that world takes money. So I worked a lot, and it still wasn't enough. And social status and wanting more than what I grew up with.
There- I said it. I want more than what I grew up with.
Not that I EVER went without.
I just want more. And now I'm in this mess because I choose the wrong way to achieve it.
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